The overwhelming shock of being here and not knowing the language or culture is starting to fade- gradually, slightly... and its not gone, but in it's place, the Father is leaving behind new blessings.
I smile as I think about the movie we watched with a few of our kids tonight at MCC. We were watching the movie, "UP" while the adults were in a business meeting... and we have a little boy named Jonathan who looks just like the little boy scout Russell in that movie... Same chubby cheeks and big wide-eyed expressions. I laughed as I saw him glued to the tv screen watching a character just like himself battle off crazy dogs and evil men, alongside his strange rainbow-colored bird companion. :) Oh, the life and innocence of a child.
I smile at the thought of Suzy- a little down-syndrome girl who glues herself to me during the opening session of the kids program. Completely content and happy as long as she's attached to your arm or sitting by your side.
I smile when I think about Abdu, the friendly security guard for our building who I met for the first time when I was turned around and kept passing my own place. He saw me wandering about and ushered me in. And laughed about it every time I saw him afterward. Every morning he greets me in Arabic, and every morning I feel a little more confident about my ability to understand what he is saying and answer back. And boy is he thrilled when I do!
I smile when I think of Magdee, the shy, timid, and meek Egyptian man on MCC's property staff who washes dishes and empties garbages and barely says more then hello or how are you to most of the "foreigners" on staff. Always gentle; always smiling... but never opening up. But this past week, I have spoken to him, and he has talked with me. He has opened up about his family, his life... and really started to come out of his shell.
In the midst of a slightly confusing, many times overwhelming time of transition, my Father has put a smile on my face. He is answering your prayers, and giving me moments of joy and new blessings that really start to cover up the fear and loneliness my heart aches with sometimes. I do not think I will ever stop aching for and missing those that I love, but I am starting to see glimpses of joy and new life that He is springing up in the desert. And they are a lovely and refreshing sight. Your prayers, my friends, are felt and experienced in a very real way. Thank you. Please keep them coming. You are appreciated and loved.
Love you, Jenna! Praying...Kyile was talking today about how you talk to people about our Brother. She thinks that's pretty cool. In fact, she said that she wants to tell her friends about our Brother like Jenna does. Thanks for being an example to my daughter even from where you are!!! :)
ReplyDeleteWhat a wonderful post Jenna! So great to hear that you are finding your smile - Father gave you such a radiant smile that the people of Cairo need to see it - it reflects our Brother so well. Isn't it wonderful to know that the same sun that warms your day, brings light and sometimes sunshine to Gingellville! The same moon that gives light in the darkness, gives light at night in Gingellville. We stay so connected and nothing more than through the Book that keeps us connected to Father.
ReplyDeleteI cannot believe how fast the time flies! It seems like just yesterday that you were here with us. I hope it brings you comfort to know that we share the view - albeit slightly differently - of those stars you saw! Do you know which stars they were? I am glad to know that their radience brought some joy to your heart. You bring much joy to our hearts, too. We love you!
ReplyDeleteJenna, I have enjoyed reading your post, The Father is awesome for He alone makes everything possible and gives us what we need above and beyond. Our thoughts are with you, may your path be wonderful and full. LOVE YOU and I miss you seeing you but through your writings I am seeing you and smiling.
ReplyDeleteI love hearing the details, Jenna. I could almost see the faces of Jonathan, Suzy, Abdu, and Magdee as you described these special people. :) I caught up on your posts tonight, and I really enjoyed them. You have a gift. Your words reflect your heart in a powerful way. Thank you for sharing. Continue to depend on the Good Shepherd when you feel lost in the desert. After reading your posts, I reflected the One who tends His flock. He gathers the lambs in His arms and carries them close to His heart (Is 40:11). I don't feel as lost tonight. Praying you feel secure and loved tonight, too. :)
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